Sunday, October 4, 2009

such a long Break

Haiz,I had took a long break in Blogging.Hehe...sometimes I really want to post but u know people are always lazy!Long time didn't add new post so now like don't know want to write what.Finally I had finished my y2s1 final exam,very tough...B4 the exam going on,I really scared as I have no confidence at all but now I just wish that I could pass all my subject as I don't want to retake,wasting $ and time.Well,actually I'm sad as I feel myself seen like....emm...dnt know how to describe my feeling now.Ok,I will become down every time when my aunt silent with me as I know she angry me.I rather she scold out what fault I had done as silent war is scary.I'm not blaming them(adult)I'm sure B also will facing this kind of problem,I love my aunt but I dont like the way we communicate now.It really drive me crazy....Sometime I think before that is't they only will know the available of me after I die.I'll try to think positive.





My dear Mummy,I know you care about,I know & I love u too but U know that I don't like to talk when I'm unhappy.So,at the moment u just don't bother me.As if u keep asking me things,sure I will argue with u as the moment that is not me so I really cant control my emotion.Mummy,I could tk cr myself goodly.What u need to done 4 me is U hv to care & love more yourself.I really don't want face about family problem.I have losing a complete family so I dont want to lose U & aunt anymore.Two of u are important 4me. Irreplaceable

Today I staying my big uncle house.Along today I having breakfast and lunch with them,I feel so warm as 4me this is the complete family I need:go out together with mum & dad but I hv no this change anymore.I really love them.Thank u so much 4the caring & love.Actually,I really unhappy with a matter.Every time when my family member unsatisfied or don't like with some things I done,they will complaint or gossiping to my mum.She feel sad aft she heard as she know I'm not that kind of person they said but she cant do anything.She just a small lady,she can't fight or argue with u all as she is kind and she do so to protect me.Thank you 4 believing me.Please,please,please...if u want criticize me just straightly say to me,I don't mind.why u want make my mum sad,I hate ur mouth....I will improved if I have wrong as I clear what myself doing currently.I just want to b myself & happy.I know u all care abt me but please...u all dont do it again,I don't want to hate U.U all jst changed ur view.If other ppl gossiping abt ur child,what's ur feeling??I'm already so tired for all these things!!!

On friday,I had attended Sis Ashley 21st Birthday party.It's great & fun.Ashley,Happy Birthday To U n wish U dream come true.But tht day very few of us attended the party,many people promised to go but finally they didnt turn it on.As a third party,I feel not so good as only less of my secondary school friends came to mine party,especially this is my 21st years old celebration.Sis Ashley,I can understand U.We love u 4ever!!I'm happy tht day,finally can meet with Ashley & Renee.In my heart,they just like my older n second sister,tk cr n love me.Miss my secondary school life...**


Beside tht,Jieni Bf company her attended Ashley Party too.I feel so warm n good as Jieni Bf is really a good guy tht less in this world,tk cr goodly to ni.Great to see that my sister have a good partner.I.m sure they will happiness 4ever n ever.hehe......

My dear Edmund,actually I don't know if u r happy with ur life now as tht day I went to stay ur hostel,I can't believe that u will stay there as I really want ur life to b better.I'm not look down to those place,it only the house is not feel good to me.So,I promised someday when I'm affordable,I'll buy a house then we stay together.Why guys house are always so messy & dirty??I really don't understand??Why,why....

Oops,forget edi...I want to thank to all my angel,classmate & my sweet housemate that celebrate my Birthday 4me and all the wish u all gave.I'm so appreciate it.Love Uuuuu...Muaks....


Attended Soon Thye birthday party,

Happy Birthday to u & wish U dream come true!!



Fun on that day as meet with some long time no see friends,especially my lovely sister Vyyin.


..My Lou Pou..
Miss Dodo so much..almost 2month didn't saw her



Hang out with Chern & Ni last sat to Zouk flea market and pavilion.Really feel great along with two of U as both of us r crazy in shopping.I didn't buy many things as the previous night I cant slept well at Edmund house so feel bit tired that day.Sage,glad to know U as my friend.U such a nice & pretty girl...^^next time hang out for shopping again..!!



Ho...ho.ho...Gossip Girl 3rd season coming back.B,dont miss it!!


There might be many tough in our life but I believe that all the matter will b fine finally.Keep going on,my dear A!

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