you all R my star light

Hi,all my B.Today I want use chinese to write what I feel about my current life....
人总是在失去时才懂得珍惜
回首时才发现最初的自己是最快乐的
我是谁?
我活得快乐吗?
这是我一直都想得到回复的问题...但就连我自己都无法回答
说真的,跟你们在一起的时刻,就算是一秒钟对我而言是最幸福的事
我爱你们,
你们每一个在我心中都是照亮我及爱护我的星星,
世上除了你们就别无其它星星似你们待我.
我真希望你们都幸福快乐,
我不能在你们身边照顾及陪伴
有时,
我真的很怕会失去你们,
一醒来就离开了你们.
我常想我一定要比你们早死因为
没有你们的日子,
我这颗星再也无发闪烁.
真正好的朋友是在照亮自己时也同时照耀着你,
愿你成为最灿烂的星光,
很庆幸我身边有这群照耀我的星,
我也祝愿你们都能成为那颗最美及灿烂的星,
让我们一起在夜空下闪烁.
那些自私,只顾这自己的的星,
也许你们会是夜空下最完美无缺的星,
但最总你们所得到的只会是被其它星讨厌及寂寞.
试问,你
喜欢看到满天星光或是夜空中只唯一的一颗星?
Actually I'm unhappy but I've to pretend to be strong and happy,
I also wish someone to care & love me,
I am not so strong as you think,B
you know I love u all
and I wish in the coming day,
my sadness will pass away with the days
and good luck will come toward us.

328 EARTH HOUR

In support of earth hour,I will close
powering down at 8.30pm Saturday 28.03.08

Let us all support this cause by switching off all light together.Love our earth

Lindsay Lohan

The FASHION icon in my heart-Lindsay Lohan

Lindsay latest commercial for Fornarina

Dre@m chief

A good sunny day in this afternoon,I had wake up at 2.30pm.Then,I went to my paradise-that's our kitchen.Why I describe kitchen as my paradise?It was because i love it so much and I love to cook.I am going to cook for tonight my lovely Winnie birthday dinner.I had prepared five dishes and one soup.It take me around 5hours to complete this mission from wash,cut and cook.I was so happy as I able to do it all by myself.I'm no dare to get help from others as all my angel were tired and busy so i decided to cook for them by myself.At first,Suang wants to go to her friends house to complete their project so she can't eat the dinner.Fortunately,finally she can eat as she can late a bit go her friends house.I was so happy as this dinner is our family gathering so i hope all of us can attend.Thank to god for giving us a nice and sweet dinner.

Below is the dishes that i cooked,let's have a looked:

Curry leaf stick with chicken cube 咖哩叶鸡粉炸鸡块

Dry tofu fuck with onion leaf 蒜叶肉酱炒豆腐

Otak molest white-smooth tofu 乌达蒸滑豆腐

Tomato fight with lady fingers 蕃茄江鱼仔炒羊角豆

'Caipo' eat by egg 菜蒲蛋

Fish ball swim in the Seaweed soup 紫菜鱼圆汤

Those foods is named by You & Me.Anyone who want delivery please call 1300-88-2525,you can order any foods you want without disturbing me.Open for 24hours,first call first serve.
Good night!

20th March-2

Today accounting lecturer inform us that the mid-term maybe will be held on next Saturday(28th of march).Most of my friend even me were so angry for the unsystematic of school and disappointed for unable to go back our hometown.Zing want go back for celebrate her niece birthday and I miss my hometown too so we decided go back.I will drive as she can't drive alone and another week Wednesday we will back too,actually it is very tired driving for long distance but that is ok as can go back home.What I consider is the petrol and toll fees,need to pay for twice,it's really wasting a lot of money and I really wish that got someone can take turn to drive so I can take a rest.The happiest is can go back to hometown.Haiz,so tired,already want sleep.Another 13 minutes is sister Winnie birthday.Happy birthday to you,my dear angel.Wish you all the best and dream come true,must be happy everyday...^^

Good night to every angel........have a sweet dream!

20th March-1

Yesterday night,we bring Pei Shuang to Kampar pasar food court to have our dinner.This morning around 7am we went to Kampar big pasar to buy some ingredient prepare for this weekend sister Winnie birthday dinner.Below are some image review:

This is the main attractive of prawn mee as it sambal was so nice.I think Jing & Shuang can finish all as they like it.
Finish already,I vote it for ***3 star.
Three of us having prawn mee as our breakfast.Last night i ate prawn wantan,this morning ate prawn mee,there were so many prawn swim in my stomach.
3
1,2,3 we are happy family.I'm barli,Jing Yuh is kekwa and Pei shuang is green lemon.

2
1
Emm...so delicious!

This is one of my favourite dish at the food court-Prawn wantan.It's only RM2 per bowl.

m@sk Time

Meanwhile,my roommate switch on the light then i immediately take a shoot to see whether my skin become more fair.Em,,the mask is really good.This is the first time i upload my image to my blog,haha..ok,I'm going to sleep now.Good night!

After half hour,I can take the mask down.hehe....^^

--During doing the mask.Wow,so cool and relax for doing mask in air-conditioner room.

I will do mask once or twice a week as I love beauty.I had late sleep for several days so need to do mask today to protect my skin.My favourite mask-My Lovely Diary.The flavour I use today is pearl powder mask,its for bright & whitening.

the colours of my heart

be red,be happy

• The colour of my heart around 8am-11am was red:I was so happy as after today i will be freedom because the PBM exam is held at this afternoon...haha...I wake up early in the morning and dress up myself.Sister Jing had praised me that I look nice today.Thanks,Jing!

• The colour of my heart around 11am-1pm was dark:I had scolded by some unknown schoolmate that criticize about my dresses and attitude.I am so sad and cried alone in my room.Thank to Zing for her comfort as it really make me get better.What the fault i had done?Why they want to hurt me so deep?At the moment,i really miss my dad as he is the one who always protect me from getting hurt.Where are you,dad?Are you fine in there?You have to take care yourself,I will be strong.love you from your son.

• The color of my heart around 1pm-3pm was beach:My heart was getting better as i let myself not to care what those people say about me.I have to my focus attention on my exam.Finally,the Business Management exam past.Actually,I am also don't know what i write in the exam paper today,just throw what words in my mind into the paper.I think maybe i can get over half mark on the exam....hope it..

• The colour of my heart around 3pm-7pm was yellow:I am feeling good when i saw all my sister after school.I love all of you-Winnie,Hamyu,Jing,Zing,Shuang,Yee and Hwang.I fell more comfortable and be protected while gather with all of you.Thank to my beloved sister Winnie had make me feel warm after listen what she said.I love you and wish you will beloved by your true lover one day....the day is coming soon........^^

What is the colours of my heart now?I'm don't know but i can sure that i wont be hurt and drop my tear again of those people criticizing as it is not valuable to be sad because of them.Stand up!!!

*J0LIN*

The forever diva in my heart-Jolin,the proud of Asia.

Did you know who the man was?He is son of a older Taiwan artist named 比莉姐.His name is Nick and looked quite handsome.He had Feat in Jolin new song-"Real Man".

A part of the scene in "Real Man"大丈夫 MTV.

Jolin "Real Man" MTV released on Asia largest LED in Beijing,only she can do it.

Jolin advertise her MTV in Beijing.

Diva

Asia diva-Jolin latest album,butterfly.Released on 27th of march.....

Please

So poor as i was sick 5 days ago-Monday.
I can't take rest as got 1exam on Wednesday and 2exams on Saturday.
I am so terrible as how come i will sick before few days of exam.
No energy to study,
no appetite to eat,
no mood to do any thing......
fortunately,i have two of my sister Jing and Zing take care of me.Pei Shuang,Yong Yi and Hamyu giving me support and want me to take more rest.Thank a lot!but i can't sleep as got many exam are waiting for me to read...
Beside that,thank to my lovely sister Winnie who bring me to see doctor
and we think that the clinic at Kampar here need to have improvement as it is really unsystematic and disappointed.
Every thing was past now and I was getting better,only got some born pain.
Hope that next time don't let me sick again during exam time as it was really tough to past.
and.......
let me pass the PBM exam tomorrow...Thank god!

my meal during sick time

GO,Gillian

Thank to God for care and protect Gillian.
Thank to Charlene for her care and love to Gillian.
Thank to EEG for never give up Gillian.
Thank to TOUGH and for using Gillian as it spokesperson.
Thank to those media-especially TVB which giving support to Gillian.
Thank to those who love and support Gillian.
Gillian,
fight for your future and don't let your tear drop again.
Don't let those bad mouth and worst media make you fall down.
You are not doing any thing wrong as you are a human too.
None of a human is perfect.
No matter how you are, I will support and love you till the end of my life.
I believe that not only me,all your fans from whole world will support you too.
Go,Gillian
although the road will be hard to walk and lonely
and
sorry for we could not help you anything
but
I know that you are strong and won't give up.
I believe that our support and love will become your motivation to stand up.
WE LOVE YOU FOREVER,GILLIAN!!

think

想家
却无法任意归巢
想他
却无法再遇见他
想哭
却无法流出泪滴
想叫
却无法随心呐喊
想骂
却无法伤人之心
想睡
却无发安心入眠
想放
却无法洒脱放开
This is the feeling in my heart at this moment,every thing that I want is just "think" as it is impossible to be true. The impression of a person is always different from the reality as other people would no treat you same as your way although you are not tend to received any feedback
but
at least a care more to others or have a think before expressed any thing.
Don't think so much again,every thing will become better in time.
Wish I get better soon as time will not wait for anyone.
为自己而争取
为自己而奋斗
愿天下知心都能如愿以偿 及
明天的世界会更美好
...*g00d N1ghT*...

I 1 shopping

How can I alive without shopping?
My dream LV bag,
please wait for me,
I will be your master in one day's.
haha^^
If I did not wrongly calculate,
already got 1month I no go for shopping.
Miss you all so much-
Mid Valley,The Gardens,Pavilion,ONE u,Suria KLCC... and
all my lovely brands.
Nowadays in my daily life also got a lot of words and numbers
but
those are not the brand and the price,
it is those business/accounting vocab and matematic number
which make me feel boring and tend to be fainted.
I have no choice as everyone have to study
for our own future good.
So,
please wake up and don't fall sleep again.
.....Study.....
Try you best & do your best,
fight for your own and your lovely mum.
You can go for shopping after the mid term exam.....
wish that day is coming soon!
hehe...^^good night

'''Unt!Tle'''

Actually this post i want to upload 5 days ago but because of my laziness so i postpone to upload today.Haiz!i am so terrible.
5 days ago-28th February:I wake up around 12o'clock because i slept late on last night as our happy angel-Kelvin came to stay our house for celebrating sister Zing 20th birthday.We celebrate together with housemate and classmate.I sure that zing must be very surprise and happy.The present i gave to her was a pink vincci porch and a nice necklace shared with Jing Yuh.Beside that,I has gave her a hand-made card.
I am sad at that day and I had cried because of my own fault but I have to pretend like nothing as i don't want my friends worry about me.I won't blame other person as I will be blame,sure is I doing some thing wrong.The wound in my heart is become more depth. I am a very simple person,i just wish to be happy and my friend were in happy too.So,i don't care to give as given something out that people needed was a happiest thing for me.I try to present out the best of me to the other and i did not tend to received back any return.What Andrew want?he want all the people love and care to each other.I would like to say "sorry" here to my friends who was hurt by me before,as i know that the feeling of hurt was so pain. Be strong.....Andrew,daddy will always be around you.Lastly,i want to thank to all my lovely family-housemate,all of you is the motivation to make me become strong.........
good night to all the my angel friends,have a sweet dream^^